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| what really is success?
getting 6 points for O levels?
i really dont know.
all i know is that i cant let fear continue to grip me, from achieving what God already has prepared for me.
I will stand on the Solid Rock
I believe if i feel it or not
word of God come fill my thoughts
I AM YOURS
TAKE CONTROL
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| no i ain't migrating.
in the past, i struggled to make choices.
now, the choices have been made.
but am i ready , ready to leave it all behind.
God show me Your ways.
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| this weekend was really fun like srsly.
Thursday
Life Concert. That, was good. i like how everyone's singing beautiful Savior now, its like my fav song. and Happy  day. Awesome stuff. Rev John Loong is a really good preacher, he's awesomely funny and his stories are super fab.
(Guy driving on the highway, wife calls)
Wife : Hey dear, there's a car going on the wrong way on the expressway, be careful! you might be injured!
Husband : No Honey, its not just one, its a hundred.
We'll never know when we're going the wrong way huh? unless we do have a compass, the awesome Dude up there.
Jordan gave his life to Christ. Proud of him i guess, congratulations. and to a certain extent i think Maxi kinda figured that he really was a christian. Congratulations to you both.
& April fools' was really fun! HAHAHAH,
there's something there, no there, no there! whack!
Oh noo, my mum's in hospital.
i tricked 13 people in life concert, hahahah! awesome shizz ttm
Good Friday
service for 3 hours really isn't a joke. 3 sermons, lots of songs , pfft. i'm glad i survived.
met foo foo after the whole thing, havent seen him for like ages.
Saturday.
MISSION I'M POSSIBLE.
well that was fun, tiring. but yes. we were playing a mission trip kinda game and we had lotsa fun.
BLUE AWESOME TEAM.
i honestly can't rmbr who. but it was like what we used to do during IGNYTE youth camps and all.
thoroughly enjoyed myself. materials were really really really good.
my awesome passport. HAHAHA
Headed down to Covenant after that, LOVE <3 IS. was a really good concert, made alot of new friends of which i can't rmbr their names at all. but yes, it was nice, seeing people like Joelle, Lim Shan, Thaddeus, or like Sister's friends like Priscilla, Clarissa, Evan. And definitely my awesome ttm friends like Pauline and Deborah, Sarah, Yan Yan, Kimberley, WE DOTS ARE AWESOME!
and making new friends like Isabella, Grace, Clarice, srsly can't really rmbr. thanks Pauline for inviting me, it was fun.
CROCCCYY!
I like going to churches.
Easter Sunday
Service @ 8am. Earliest service i have been to. I so want the bishop's hat. it was a chinese/english service. really strange. all i know is that my cheena doesnt suck that much cause now i can ttly understand some words 
Had breakfast after that, i totally felt like a glutton cause i had so much food i ate almost as much as joel loy. and that is really bad.
ARE YOU SCARED OF LOLLIPOP?
LOLLI LOLLI LOLLI POP!
rachel's brother, raoul is just so cute!
after breakfast we all decided to go to marina barrage, so we left.
Abigail, Cleon, Nathanael, Joel , I.
we started making a lot of noise on 142 there, and everyone kinda ran away. when we reached toa payoh, we decided to go to suntec city instead. but since we were just too lazy, we decided to go to ikea! on our way there, we got too lazy again and went to vivocity! then we went to Loy's house.
HAHAHAHA, elpizo (: awesomely lazy - that's what we definitely are.
on the way, we ttly caused a lot of public nuisance. thankfully we aren't on stomp. we took like 3 buses! and on everyone, scared people away from their sits, took up lots of space and made A LOT AND ALOT OF NOISE.
Joel's house was pretty fun, right Joe?
HAHAHAHAHHAHA 
we had cookies and chocolate and found out lots of dirty secrets from Loy's Mother.
we slacked around and Nat left and we decided to take the treetop walk back to habourfront. omg, thats like 3km. and we ttly didnt know. so we took the impromptu hike and ttly died of it. thankfully the guys were gentlemanly enough to carry our stuff.
aahahh! and we ttly disturbed nature as well and the ppl around it.
overall it was really awesomely fun, we had such a great time, the best bonding so far, without the awesome leaders.
hahahah! we're ttly going to do it more often.
reached home, realised that there was an SS test and that i left my TB at school so i tried desperately to get Jaryl (my neighbour) 's number. thanks JOEL TENG AND ZKY. you guys are umm, not as sucky, gay or nerd anymore.
the end.
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| i've seen your profile 6 times today.
yes, its hard, doubly hard.
when the outer layer's gone, the layer that deals with emotion the one that's able to not think ; not give a damn, the inner one's the only one left.
i hate it, how i can contradict myself.
but you, are simply reaping the consequences of your actions.
once again,
i still give up.
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| 15"If your brother sins against you,go and show him his fault, just between the two of you. If he listens to you, you have won your brother over. 16But if he will not listen, take one or two others along, so that 'every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses.'17If he refuses to listen to them, tell it to the church; and if he refuses to listen even to the church, treat him as you would a pagan or a tax collector.
21Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?" 22Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.
honestly, i trusted you so, to keep a secret. but when did you ever listen jordan? WHEN!
i aint going to point fingers but i just want to tell you that Collin means a lot to mean, even if he means nothing to you. you know how hard it was to talk to him, and have a good chat? ha, you don't you don't ever get anything. and you take it away. REALLY, ENOUGH. sure its me and my big mouth who told you what Collin told me, but srsly, its simply cause i really wanted you to feel protected and you deserve what you got - YOU DON'T GO ABOUT FIGHTING. the friendship's gone, the one with Collin Lim, I'm just going to move forward although it hurts cause JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, I have FEELINGS. and if you don't know what they are, LOOK IT UP INTO THE DICTIONARY cause you Don't. YOU DONT FEEL. I hate you, I am going to force myself to do that. its going to be an easy task, to get rid of you. what i used to like so much about you was your heart, that no matter how screwed up on the outside, you were pure, innocent inside. i got enough of your bullshit. really, i don't want to lose a best friend. who would? but yes, i've made my choice. and its clearly a good one for me. go face the baker dudes and all your stuff alone, cause you took advantage. too much. i don't care if you get hurt fighting, i ain't going to send anyone to check on you from time to time to see if you're alright. i don't care jordan, i don't love you.
and Ha, one day perhaps you will realise, what you have lost. i ain't going to say thanks for everything, what's there to thank you for?
Thanks for lying? cheating? stealing?
well, carry on doing that, getting drunk, stealing booze, smoking cigarettes.
cause i, give up.
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